a session with Lucifer

♥  march 18 . 2019 ♥ 😈 session with Alyssa (Desert Hempwork) and her guide Lucifer # march 27th, my birthday, i move

nothing really matters

♥  april 11 . 2019  : Madonna : nothing really matters  ♥ # please watch the vid, it is beautiful

past life : the slave

♥  april 18 . 2017  ♥ BlueSkyHynosis : guided past life regression (youtube) 43:11min The narrator leads me to a

still wounded

♥  march 27 . 2019 ♥ what if all is the same and it is not bout me it never

soul retrieval : darkness

♥  march 25 . 2019 .   ♥ Soul retrieval with Katherine Martin Youngren. March 25th 2019, 10:00-11:00 am CET. This is

bullet list

♥  march 15 . 2019  ♥ this is gonna be my life yes ! i write but i wanna travel

feather

♥  march 15 . 2019  : Meg Myers – feather  ♥

my mother

♥  march 11 . 2019  ♥ my mother gave birth to me when she turned 17 just 3 days earlier

hurt !

♥  february 26 . 2019  ♥ Okay, some clearing 😊 after a period of silence. Im listening to this tarot

wrapping up

♥  february 13 . 2019  ♥ 1 thing is true 4 sure 😁 nothing is real but source # a

on the devil’s threshold

♥  february 3 . 2019  ♥ # On the Devil’s treshold. # In Hermit mode – again nov19xx/jan20xx You own

letting go

♥  january 4 . 2019  ♥ # Pages of my journal – the Hermit’s journey # As i sit here

she died

♥  december 17 . 2018  ♥ She died tonight, in my living room, in front of the television. She managed

just saying

♥  november 25 . 2018  ♥ i am so confused i cry – but what for in a split second

r u ready to fly ?

♥  november 4 . 2018  : Rozalla – are you ready to fly  ♥ Do you know I’m watching your

Lindow man : poem

♥  november 2 . 2018 : poem 1987  ♥ about the translation : actually, in dutch ‘leer’ means both leather and

Baudelaire

♥  november 1 . 2018 : Angus & Julia Stone – from the album  ♥  Snow your house, my house

man van turf

♥  october 15 . 2018 : poem 1987 ♥ poems are hard to translate because of rhyme and rhythm, yet i

Light Guide Activation

♥  september 24 . 2018 : Paige Elise  ♥ Light language.

plassen zwart

♥  september 12 . 2018 : poem 1987 ♥

little little toddler

♥  august 29 . 2018 : little little toddler  ♥ I am crying while telling my inner child that it’s

i don’t have to

♥  august 24 . 2018  ♥ i dont have to be with you to feel you to feel your kiss

heart beats slow

♥  august 23 . 2018 : Angus & Julia Stone ♥ Well, I heard you were (you were lying) About

koorts & tranen

♥  august 22 . 2018 : i wrote this in 1987  ♥

Ana : the ice queen

♥  august 22 . 2018  ♥ convo with Ana aka The Ice Queen # wtf is Ana? # fyi :

soul retrieval with Kat

♥  august 20 . 2018 : total time 1h45m  ♥ This was a session i had with Kat (Katherine Martin

i fear the day

♥  august 10 . 2018  ♥ I am going to oil some wooden trays and i fetch the sunflower oil.

Rhy : open

♥  august 8 . 2018  ♥ I’m a fool for that shake in your thighs I’m a fool for that

a message from Bob

♥  august 7 . 2018  ♥ There is more about Robert Monroe on my site, not much yet, more to

what do u need ?

♥  august 5 . 2018 : to feel  ♥

lose to find

♥  july 30 . 2018 : Thievery Corporation – Lose to find  ♥ what we lack within we seek without where

i am

♥  july 14 . 2018 : i am  ♥

crash & burn

♥  june 26 . 2018 : Angus & Julia Stone  ♥ Won’t you take me Be my love next door

Rumi quote

♥  june 8 . 2018  ♥

Light language transmission

♥  june 6 . 2018 : by Paige Elise  ♥ Twin Flames || Light Language Transmission :: Divine Masculine Remembrance.

decapitation

♥  june . 2018 : i killed my beloved  ♥ Its dark, evening, night. I walk through the streets of

am i channeling myself ?

♥  may 29 . 2018  ♥ “HS, who is giving me my information?”, i ask my higher self, while showering

chateau

♥  may 28 . 2018 : Angus & Julia Stone – Acoustic – Backstage at Zénith, Paris  ♥ I don’t

proceed

♥  may 27 . 2018  ♥

some trapjaw age

♥  april 18 . 2018  ♥ wrote this decades ago for my youngest brother

Lindow man : 1

♥  april 2 . 2018 : the Lindow Man  ♥ When i was an art student, i was fascinated by the

wings

♥  march 27 . 2018 : translation  ♥ wings and gates and the fire tr umpet and the dragon o

i don’t want your power

♥  maart 23 . 2018 : he says with a smile, take it back  ♥ In meditation, with His higher self

to hell and back

♥  march 22 . 2018  ♥ i feel something big is coming i know why i refuse to meditate this

a visitor

♥  march 16 . 2018  ♥ 

the only one

♥  march 3 . 2018 : Angus & Julia Stone – Draw your swords  ♥ See her come down through

wow i leveled !

♥  february 28 . 2018  : and a door opened  ♥ In bed, shaking, the energies rush up through my

living temperancely

♥  february 24 . 2018  ♥ “My year of living temperancely”, i say to Raphael, giving Him a smile. 🙃

feel like falling down ?

♥  february 21 . 2018 : all about perception  ♥ This journey has thrown me of my feet, once again.

inner tree talk

♥  february 16 . 2018  ♥

it is done

♥  february 14 . 2018  ♥

Jozef Rulof

♥  february 12 . 2018  ♥ Jozef Rulof (1898-1952) was a Dutch psychic medium, healer, author and painter. He wrote dozens

do you believe in unicorns ?

♥  january 28 . 2018 : matters of the heart  ♥ ❤️ am i . was i . heartbroken ? guess

Blue Sky Hypnosis : past life regression meditation

♥  january 21 . 2018  ♥ I did this powerful meditation several times. Here is a link to a transcript

where the fuck

♥  january 12 . 2018  ♥ I am preparing for a light body meditation, getting ready for the ride 😊

Merkabah meditation

♥  january 7 . 2018  ♥ I love this meditation, short and powerful. I don’t really do the mudras mentioned

a convo with pain

♥  january 3 . 2018  ♥  finally i sit with Pain . connecting with it . getting to know it

possession

♥  december 27 . 2017  ♥ I can’t remember when i saw this movie for the first time, it could

Robert Monroe : quote

♥  november 20, 2017 : i am more than my physical body  ♥ Robert Monroe was a successful and distinguished business executive, dedicated

rumi quote

♥  november 11 . 2017  ♥ “Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find

in my angels i trust

♥  november 3 . 2017 : but get the f*ck out of my belly  ♥ A trip to Zero Point 

the death of Vega

♥  oktober 29 . 2017 : dimensionality is a human concept  ♥ 3D, 5D we are quite known with this

poor abandoned me

♥  october 24 . 2017 : resurrection of a light carrier ♥ I just started meditation and my heart begins

resistance and a sneaky soul 😲

♥  october 22 . 2017 : resistance and a sneaky soul  ♥ 😲 I quarrel with Higher Self, my guides,

flight facilities

♥  oktober 15 . 2017 : Flight Facilities – Clair De Lune feat. Christine Hoberg ♥ If I would know you,

duality is a veil

♥  oktober 11 . 2017 : ZP – the merging point  ♥ passages of my journey home Mmm, this turned

Dinky, the cutest sucker

♥  october 8 . 2017 : my insecure hoover  ♥ “No no, you don’t have to be afraid”, i tell him

Rose : the house fairy

♥  september 18 . 2017  ♥

the last pain

♥  september 18 . 2017 : the last frontier  ♥ * i am angry and i am tired – in

my house talks to me

♥  september 12 . 2017  ♥ Bout a month ago I moved into my new home, a small apartment in

shiver & shake

♥  august 15 . 2017  : and free yourself  ♥ 😜 I sit in my garden and my dog is

the Hermit

♥  august 2 . 2017 : a friendly raindrop  ♥ 💧💧💧 I am rediscovering the Tarot, now in an intuitive

the winds of change

♥  july 29 . 2017 . entropy is an illusion  ♥ “Dear mommy, are we going to move again?”, the

there is a stillness inside me

♥  2017-7-7 : the creator in the eye of the storm  ♥ I sit on my terrace in my lovely

the silver surfer

♥  july 6 . 2017 : a weird convo with HS  ♥ My Higher Self is blue, pale grayish blue.

can i have my wings back Raphael?

♥  july 6 . 2017  ♥ From when i was a little child (i could babble ‘dada’ and ‘mama’ yes!)

are you experiencing a human body?

♥  july 2 . 2017   ♥ “Alcyone, is this the way it works?,” i ask HIM, “me, waiting for

i am awful !

♥  july 2 . 2017 : what the f*ck is 5D ?  ♥ I am awful, i tell myself, while cleaning

bleuberry juice

♥  june 30 . 2017  ♥ “Tell me, how did you manage,” i ask her as i visit her in

abyss of frozen hope

♥  june 23 . 2017 : my last life  ♥ Do You remember? Standing at the Abyss of Frozen Hope?

the waiting room

♥  june 21 . 2017  ♥ I am lost, floating in an endless sea of possibilities  😵 “Do you see

my little one / the frog

♥  june 20 . 2017  ♥ “My little one, what are you thinking about?” He asks. Yeah, Alcyone calls me

one day i’ll fly away

♥  june 14 . 2017  ♥ can someone tell me how to use these wings?  😳 Sometimes i feel my wings.

away team

♥  june 12 . 2017 : 23:17  ♥ Spiraling down    leveling    spiraling down    leveling     fack!

the pink girl

♥  june 3 . 2017 : Lyra, The One I Am  ♥ I am standing on that hill, the hill i

Izta : daddy has come home

♥  june 3 . 2017 . 1:09  ♥ I climb the mountain and lay down on her, Izta. I come

silly woman

♥  june 2 . 2017 . 23:56 : are you male or female?  ♥ I walk in this beautiful monestary

i am not alone

♥  may 27 . 2017  ♥ I am not alone, in fact, i never was. It just seemed so, a

retrieving pieces

♥  may 15 . 2017  ♥ After-meditation : retrieving pieces from Lemuria. # april 30 . 2017 I found out

dancing with the moon

♥  may 14 . 2017  ♥ 🙃 Don’t know where we’re going, But I know I saw in your eyes My

Lemuria : first contact

♥  april 30 . 2017  ♥ Blue Sky Hypnosis Past Life Meditation Before i started meditation i asked spirit to

a golden me

♥  april 21 . 2017  ♥ BlueSkyHynosis : guided past life regression (youtube) 43:11min The narrator leads me to a