♥ february 3 . 2019 ♥
# On the Devil’s treshold. #
In Hermit mode – again
nov19xx/jan20xx
You own nothing
Spirit told me
I am not my thoughts
I am not my emotions
I am not my fears
I am not my words
I am not my self
………
I am integrating all i was, am, will be
This lifetime
Beyond
Beyond beyond
I searched for me
Searched in past lifes
Searched in future lifes
Explored galactic lifes
(This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love)
Now, dancing in my kitchen
In this limbo
I dance
I smile
I cry
Coz spirit hits me
(Duality?)
I am retrieving
Calling back all i am
In this lifetime
No past
No future
*Lol & fack
Of course!
No future
No past
Only the now!*
I call back all that i am
All my babies
All the crying babies
All the infants
All the fearfull infants
I call back
All my wounded adolescents
All my hurts
All my fears
I call back all
The broken pieces
Of my heart
I know now why
it has to be the Devil
Entering
While retrieving me
The darkest parts return first
The light hasn’t arrived yet
Its the dawn of time
The dawn of pain
Ive been there
I choose this
But the deepest pit
Has yet to come
2019 March 27th
Let It Enter
Im ready!
See!
HS smiles
Spirit smiles
The Universe smiles
I smile
………yet, i am all………
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