♥ maart 23 . 2018 : he says with a smile, take it back ♥
In meditation, with His higher self on my left side, in his favorite outfit, as a Roman nobleman. Lol, yes we had a life there together but i can’t tell (yet) why He chooses this time frame. Nero, Agrippa, Agrippina?? Chaotic, lawless times.
“Some one has a message for you”, his HS tells me, “and he is here now”.
I feel a presence but can’t see it, it is obscured by darkness, in the corner of my room. Now light is starting to glow softly and i recognize this figure. Nah, nah, cant be .. nah
# i gotta tell first: this was bout 5 months ago when i still was doubting who my DM is, yeah i should know by now, still didn’t want to know and was confused #
But yes, here He is, confirmation after confirmation, this warrior now stepping into the light has a message for me.
“I don’t want your power,” he says, “take it back”. And he smiles and i melt and he leaves.
This power issue is keeping me busy for months! Getting me to review all of my earlier committed relations, my codependencies, my attachments. And yes, giving my power away again and again and again and again.
No more! I decided yesterday. 😇
i am me
i am free