♥ oktober 11 . 2017 : ZP – the merging point ♥
passages of my journey home
Mmm, this turned out to be a bit of a philosophical and scientific post 🤔
Merging of Duality. Ever wondered where two (counter) parts merge? Can you imagine the merging and how that actually feels? And do you try to bring the parts together, as i did? To reduce the space between the counterparts?
A few days ago HS told me to go deeper into my pain and there was already so much pain. I replied: Fuck you! He told me: Fuck YOU! You know what, Higher Self is always right of course. 🙄
I am doing some carpentry in my new home and think bout Higher Self’s words, and i allow my pain to be here and i cry. I let myself drift away with the pain, deeper, deeper, spiraling down, i sink on the floor, crying, shaking. Ok, stay there and feel it! Feel it. 😭
My darkness grows, dark grey smokey trails, till, some light comes in. It expands and my feelings of joy expand. Now i feel / experience as much pain as i feel bliss. They are equal, in balance, and i don’t know what to choose, and i don’t have to! So, i feel both, i let both in. I laugh and i cry.
The strange thing is though, i realize, really realize, there is no merging of dualities because of coming closer, nope, there is a merging cause they are allowed to expand, to grow to infinite space (ZP?) and yes, move away from each other. ⚛️
* not making them smaller so they will fit in in the space that is convenient for you, not ‘giving them a place’ but by letting them be the infinite energy they are *
And in that infinite space they have the freedom to merge, into oneness, into Yin and Yang
Venus and Mars, DM and DF ♀️♂️
Beyond the veil there is only oneness.
I hope someone can relate to this, lol.
With love ♥️