meditations

past life : the slave

♥  april 18 . 2017  ♥

BlueSkyHynosis : guided past life regression (youtube) 43:11min

The narrator leads me to a temple, there’s a corridor with doors, i pick one door and go in. Then he asks me questions: how do i look, age, what’s inside, how’s dinner, etc.

Where am i?
It feels Roman, i get 987 AD. I am wearing sandals and a short dress with a cord around my waist, i have medium long dark hair. I am a woman, 18 years of age.

What is the city?
Alexandria, some kind of temple. There is an altar with a dead man on it.

How is dinner? 🌽
I stand in a large, white marble room. Very large. And i stand in a row with other young people, all dressed the same. We each hold a plate with food with both our hands. We stand about 8 meters opposite a large table and the chairs are occupied by men. Each one of us serves one man, we are personal slaves.

Happiest scene. 🌴🌞
I am playing with my boyfriend, outside in the sun. Nature, a meadow. He has black hair and blue eyes. We are about 6-7 years of age and we live in the same street in a small village. We are the same and we know. He promised to take care of me. But we were taken apart, i never heard of him again. I became a slave.

Most important question: why didn’t you protect me? 🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️
Because he couldn’t. We were taken apart coz together we were too strong!

The gift: We could astral travel, we had wings. And we both had our third eye opened. We were just too powerful in the eyes of the ruling elite.

Another scene.
I am giving birth and they take my baby away. Never saw it again. I sense i am the slave now, and when a child was born, they took it away.

What was the lesson this life? ❤️ Love conquers all!

april 6 : 2019
Posting this now, it seems weird that this life teached me that love conquers all. It must have been a quite cruel life i guess … but somehow the vision that covers / envisions / rules this life, is a vision of freedom and love and light.

Coz now i realize all that time i was surrounded and protected. Looking back into that life, as i do now, wondering .., i see the light that was always there, i feel the love that surrounds me, feel the sun on my skin, feel his ever lasting love on me 🌸

I think i cleared this path 😁👍

Wikipedia
Alexandria is founded in 331 BC and was the capital of Egypt till 969 AD.
Cleopatra was the last Ptolemee, she died in 30 AD.
In 641 AD Egypt was conquered by the Muslims.

i don’t want your power

♥  maart 23 . 2018 : he says with a smile, take it back  ♥

In meditation, with His higher self on my left side, in his favorite outfit, as a Roman nobleman. Lol, yes we had a life there together but i can’t tell (yet) why He chooses this time frame. Nero, Agrippa, Agrippina?? Chaotic, lawless times.

“Some one has a message for you”, his HS tells me, “and he is here now”.

I feel a presence but can’t see it, it is obscured by darkness, in the corner of my room. Now light is starting to glow softly and i recognize this figure. Nah, nah, cant be .. nah

# i gotta tell first: this was bout 5 months ago when i still was doubting who my DM is, yeah i should know by now, still didn’t want to know and was confused #

But yes, here He is, confirmation after confirmation, this warrior now stepping into the light has a message for me.

“I don’t want your power,” he says, “take it back”. And he smiles and i melt and he leaves.

This power issue is keeping me busy for months! Getting me to review all of my earlier committed relations, my codependencies, my attachments. And yes, giving my power away again and again and again and again.

No more! I decided yesterday.  😇

i am me
i am free
Yo

where the fuck

♥  january 12 . 2018  ♥

I am preparing for a light body meditation, getting ready for the ride 😊 cleaning some stuff and breathing into Gaia and up to Source.

Ah, there’s my cab, a bright white shiny merkabah softly coming my way. “Get in,” Higher Self smiles, “this is your merkabah”.
I really feel this now, i recognize it, this one is mine! And i burst out in tears.

“You deserve it,” HS smiles, “you can handle it now, you are ready”.

Now all kinds of questions run through me : where was it all that time i didn’t had it, what does this mean, now i have it back?

But the most urgent question is : where the fuck do i park my merkabah? 😳

Merkabah meditation

♥  january 7 . 2018  ♥

I love this meditation, short and powerful. I don’t really do the mudras mentioned but it is okay without 😇

poor abandoned me

♥  october 24 . 2017 : resurrection of a light carrier ♥

I just started meditation and my heart begins to ache, sharp pins. Where is this hurt? I start to cry and i sense: “What do you lack?” Huh, what? “Acceptance? Money? Love? A loving mother?” I think of my childhood. Lol, still cleaning up old crap 😥

And now light shows, i lack light! And i feel angry, they took my light! “Who took your light?” the presence asks. Mmmm, i did, i have to admit. “Why did you do that?” I was not worthy of it, not worthy to carry it with dignity and courage. 🔙

I shut my own light off because no-one saw it, no-one wanted it and i felt rejected. And i failed to spread the light of Creation so i was unworthy of carrying it. My connection with Source was gone, no one to share my light with, i was alone, yes yes abandoned, poor me. Soul comes in now, gently, and i invite her in. “All your lack is lack of light, nothing else”, and she smiles. ☯️

The Pleiadians step in (the healing pyramid of light), a small group. And He is there, the first time i see Him as a Pleiadian 🙂 Yes of course! Before Lemuria we had lives! Together, He comforts me, gives me trust, and we melt in some way for a short time.

Then my soul shows me: in Zero Point there is no time and as you know, only the NOW exists. All your so called lives are now. The more you reach ZP the more you will experience all your lives becoming one. And the ability to influence all.

At this point the meditation (voice) takes over again and im drifting away in an orange, golden orb. The sun just broke through the clouds and shines through my closed eyes. After the meditation Higher Self tells me: “Take your time, don’t be so hard on yourself, okay?” 🙄

And yes, my big yearning becomes sooo clear to me: i want the only person that i can really, truly share my light with,  the one that resonates at the exact same frequency.
with love, may the Light be with you

I had a link to the vid on youtube but the vid is gone. It was one of my favs …

♥️

retrieving pieces

♥  may 15 . 2017  ♥
After-meditation : retrieving pieces from Lemuria.

# april 30 . 2017 I found out that I had a past life in Lemuria which ended quite dramatically #

I had a beautiful meditation in the presence of Metatron. And it felt good to have him here, and i thought bout Lemuria. That it very likely holds pieces of me, coz i witnessed its fall. So i asked Metatron if he could assist me and he agreed 🙂

I said the words Katherine (Martin Youngren) told me to say : i ask now that all the pieces of me that Lemuria holds, to be wrapped in love and forgiveness and be returned to me at this time. Please i ask that all the pieces of Lemuria that i hold, to be wrapped in love and forgiveness and be returned at this time. Saying this the third time, i began to cry, my stomach and heart area contracting.

Then my third eye contracted and i felt a pressure on my forehead, stronger than i have ever felt. I said the words again, and there suddenly was a beam of light coming into my third eye! Lemuria gave me back the light in my third eye. This was the first time i experienced my own light in my third eye. Now it was receiving and emitting light.

I stayed focussed, receving the gift. I felt light and joy. I thanked Lemuria. What i gave back : i was on the hill again, looking down at the destruction of Lemuria. I asked: what do i have that belongs to you? I felt acceptance and love and pain, my pain, our pain! Again i said the words bout returning all pieces to Lemuria. But now i added:  wrapped in love, forgiveness and LIGHT. And i gave back the pain i felt, carefully wrapped and transmuted into light. The light was very important i felt. I cant give back pain without transmuting it. Again i said the words and it was ok.

For now its ok coz i feel there is more. It all felt very good and enlightening.

My third eye kept glowing for some time, even after this ‘meditation’ was over. And now its presence is more clearly. By the way, i was a healer in Lemuria, a channel, i received light from a sun (Alcyone), i received it in my third eye, it travelled through my throat chakra and connected with my heart. From there it flowed to my hands. And i healed.

So far, till now, the heavy weight i felt on my heart, is almost gone, theres still some weight. Next time! I thanked Metatron for assisting me!

With love

Lemuria : first contact

♥  april 30 . 2017  ♥
Blue Sky Hypnosis Past Life Meditation

Before i started meditation i asked spirit to guide me and show me what’s most important for me now, at this time.

# The narrator leads me through a meadow and into a building. Inside is a corridor. I choose a door and go inside. #

I am in the corridor, a long long corridor with many doors. I choose the door that is the furthest away. It is a silvery door, very simple, no handle, I am puzzled how to open it and then it simply opens itself.

Inside : I am looking at my feet, I am barefoot. I wear a simple dress with a cord around my waist. I am female, green dress, blond hair in a braid. I am 23 years of age. I wear a simple ring.

Outside : I am standing on the rocky slope of a hill. Sun, a blue sky. The blue of the sky makes me cry. It is a very pleasant scenery and I feel at home here.

Dinner : outside somewhere on the slope of the hill, a simple, rectangular long table, people sitting at the table. My name is Lyra and I collected the foods. Fruits, berries and green vegetables from the surroundings. Most people are seated now and I put the food on the table. I am looking up to the sky, it is a bright and starry night. I love this place and I smile.

A happy scene: I am up the hill, sitting on a bench, with Him! The starry sky, the blue of his eyes and his dark somewhat curly hair. In silence we just sit and enjoy. And I get lost in his eyes.

Another scene : we work together in the temple up the hill, the city lies beneath us. We heal, as a team. There is a man on a bench, we stand on both sides of the bench. From above a sunbeam enters my third eye, the light flows through my throat and heart  and into my hands. Healing Light and I am the channel for this Light. My voice is important too, soft, non-judgmental,  comforting.

Worst scene : I am 46 years of age and again I am with Him on our beloved hill. And we look down upon the ruins of the city, the destruction of what once was our love and our life. And my heart aches (I feel now physically my heart being so heavy!). And we know we gotta part, not only from this world but also from each other. Time to leave has arrived. And it hurts!!

Lesson / gift : I came here to experience pain in all his facets so I could learn to transform it for the benefit of all. And the loss of this world, the loss of Him, is a terrible pain. And I made a vow, there on the hill : give me all the pain I can handle and I transform it. Make me strong and I will bring this love, this world back.

The year : 10.000 BC. The city : Amara. The place : Lemuria.

There was a symbol on the door to Lemuria … an 8 horizontal … eternity.

More about Lemuria.
The Lemurian Connection
wikipedia

a golden me

♥  april 21 . 2017  ♥

BlueSkyHynosis : guided past life regression (youtube) 43:11min

The narrator leads me to a temple, there’s a corridor with doors, i pick one door and go in. Then he asks me questions: how do i look, age, what’s inside, how’s dinner, etc.

The corridor : i choose a door. The door is golden and emitting a soft golden light. A door, very clean and stainless. The number on the door is 11. It has no door handle, it just softly opens to me.

Inside : my feet are golden, i am totally golden it seems, no clothes, just, i am golden. Hair? Gender? Jewelry? I really can’t tell, just that all is golden.

The room : all is golden, the floor, the ceiling, the 3 walls, emitting a soft golden light. The room is square, there’s no opposite wall from where i am standing, the wall is missing and i just look into the universe. Beautiful! It’s dark blue with purple and reds, i see stars, nebula’s, milky ways, I am in awe.

What’s your age : i can’t tell, i am very old! Thousands of years..

What’s the year : it is 9,343 lol, past life i think 🙂 Yep, time doesn’t exist! All fades into one.

How is dinner : i am floating in space now, kinda spinning around and spiraling through space. I am taking in light and i am emitting light. Very at ease and joyful.

Most important scene : i stand again in the golden room, looking into space, where the fourth wall is missing. I see a new star being born and I did this, it’s my creation.

Which person is there : ok wait, it is OUR creation! Coz now i notice the OTHER BEING in the room. It (yep it) looks just like me, a golden soft glowing being, totally at ease and emitting so much love. Just like me i can’t tell if it’s male or female. And i feel it doesn’t matter either. We together are feminine and masculine. I ask myself and IT if it is my twin flame? My higher self? Who are you? And i instantly know, get the answer: I am you, you are me, we are soul, we are two, we are one, don’t label it. We are love, we are creators! And we just created this new star.

Where are you : i got the name Sagittarius. The city : Lyca.

What is the lesson, the message : we, the two of us here in the room, are powerful creators. We create from within the heart. And i feel our hearts emitting sooo much love and light and joy and compassion!

What does ‘you’ there has to tell you : me here (the now, earth, my present life) and me there (the past/future) is all one. Trust you, trust me, i am your higher self, you are me, i am you, i love you, we ARE powerful creators. We are the universe, belief it. Trust it.

Ok, that’s it. So beautiful!
At the beginning of this meditation, my hands got so heavy and warm, glowing! When in the room with our hearts emitting love, i felt them, they are connected to my heart, they create together. They are important: ‘use your hands wisely and with a loving touch’, i was told.
Almost all the time of this meditation, i cried, tears of joy, of happiness, of oneness. And, of remembrance, i remembered! Lol, i remembered the future!
And all the time, there was only love, joy, all was peace and so so … i can’t explain, nothing interfered, not once a single ‘negative’ energy! Not the slightest sign of…