♥ january 3 . 2018 ♥
finally i sit with Pain . connecting with it . getting to know it 😩
and i sit with it . and we are silent 🐞 we just sit and be
respecting each other . sometimes looking sideways
finding each others eyes
“Yes”, it says: “i am pain and i suffer, i bring suffering and
you were afraid of me, you rejected me and
i hid in the darkest corners of your being
peeking through the cracks of your perceptions
watching you, watching me.”
“Now i sit with you”, i reply: “i am tired
tired of fighting, tired of fighting you, fighting me
tired of rejecting you, rejecting me
tired of being afraid of you, afraid of me.”
and we smile to each other, we have grown, we are wiser and kinder 💖
* Thank you for being here with me, for respecting me, having compassion with me. Thank you for sitting here with me, in silence. Winter storms outside us, inside us. *
With love 🌹